When The Credits Roll

The chapter of my life in Lancaster will soon end. When the credits roll, tears will stain my face.

I have had to take one detour since my move to Lancaster. I was trying to go to a tack shop in Gap, but the road was closed; there was a detour. Seemingly, there was no reason for the detour. Perhaps there was road work, but I couldn't see it; maybe a tree was down; possibly a car accident. I don't know. The detour sent me on little back roads made of dirt for a horse and buggy. Eventually, I ended up at the tack shop.

I feel like I'm about to take a detour. There's no way through right now. It's not a bad thing; it just takes patience to wait. In April, I will move to Cockeysville. Still the ghetto, sort of. Everything pointed to the move: Rising gas prices, closer to the salon, only working one day a week in Lancaster for the summer, closer to family and friends, no apartments for rent in the city where I wanted to live . . . . My desire is to be back in the city one day, but for now I'm taking a detour.

I love Lancaster city: All the parks and cafes and beautiful streets; NewSong Fellowship, my church home here; my roommates. I have learned so much living here. I can parallel park my car now, and I (generally) remember to move my car for street cleaning! My weaknesses and my stengths do not define me; Jesus Christ does. Freedom. Frustrations. Need. Surrender. I've learned to cry, to be thankful, and to be alone.

I am finally settled here, and now I will take a detour and begin that process all over again in Cockeysville.

Horatio Spafford wrote this hymn in 1873. As the credits roll, my soul sings along.

When peace, like a river, attendeth my way,
When sorrows like sea billows roll;
Whatever my lot, Thou has taught me to say,
It is well, it is well, with my soul.

It is well, with my soul,
It is well, it is well, with my soul.

Though Satan should buffet, though trials should come,
Let this blest assurance control,
That Christ has regarded my helpless estate,
And hath shed His own blood for my soul.

It is well, with my soul,
It is well, it is well, with my soul.

My sin, oh, the bliss of this glorious thought!
My sin, not in part but the whole,
Is nailed to the cross, and I bear it no more,
Praise the Lord, praise the Lord, O my soul!

It is well, with my soul,
It is well, it is well, with my soul.

For me, be it Christ, be it Christ hence to live:
If Jordan above me shall roll,
No pang shall be mine, for in death as in life
Thou wilt whisper Thy peace to my soul.

It is well, with my soul,
It is well, it is well, with my soul.

But, Lord, ’tis for Thee, for Thy coming we wait,
The sky, not the grave, is our goal;
Oh, trump of the angel! Oh, voice of the Lord!
Blessed hope, blessed rest of my soul!

It is well, with my soul.
It is well, it is well, with my soul.

And Lord, haste the day when my faith shall be sight,
The clouds be rolled back as a scroll;
The trump shall resound, and the Lord shall descend,
Even so, it is well with my soul.

It is well, with my soul,
It is well, it is well, with my soul.